Saturday, July 05, 2008

Gift of a day
When u face your own mortality, you contemplate how much of a life you have lived vs how much you have left....

It is like a sand slipping through an hour glass.

I know at some point I will live the last day of my life...
I was thinking about how I would live that day or what I would do if I had just one day left to live.i have come to realize that,if I can get that picture of maximizing that one day,I have mastered the essence of living,because life is nothing more than a series of days.

if we can learn how to live one day to the fullest,our life will be rich and meaningful..

Virtual silhouette
so italics here we go ...!!!

a virtual identity for me but i will go for it .....

thr z no personality stamped upon her ,

and in this lies the greatness of her personality .

she is a selfless young sprit...yeah she z a spirit...

who assimilates all things and returns them to the world from which they came,

enriched by the gentle brilliance of her own talent.

thus this single spirit represent not a lone freak but a multitude of all humans together,

to embody the reach of all aspirations in her own.......

her words r an ethreal dillusion to me ....smiles!!!

Tribute to one of the virtual world identity....

UNTOUCHED

As I walk through this path…untouched and alone-

Wondering if there is anyone to call my own.

Depression and confusion become my companions

All this while,Gone are those days of laughter and smile.

Friends cheat…people defeat….

Baring just a few, people are not always true.

Is there any guilt??

My soul so confused, sings the lonely chaotic din,With no one to confide in.

Where did it all just go???

Friends,foes,people I once did know.

Oh sparkling stars, amidst the black skies,

Whose songs I did sing as a little child.

Take me back to those times,Where everything around me, was mine!!!

All this fame and glory proved temporary,

Its just those incredible days that flash in my memory…

I wish time did not just pass…….

Leaving me untouched and so alone on this path..

GRAND MA!!!
I was alone in the cosmic unbounded kingdom,
Lacked of knowledge, devoid of wisdom,
The past was pity, full of plight,
Completely obscuring my insight.

But then held a hand, and held me tight,
and took care of me, ever since I was petite.
with the twist of the tails, and the turn of the tides.
She took me with her, in the journey ,for the light,

She took the toll, to see in me the smile.
And shed the tear, Tears of joy,
as she witness me advancing each mile…

Even with the haziness of her sight,
She made me feel the things that were bright …
And With her prayers and foresight,
I was groomed for the real life fight.

Still I remember, as I was petiteThe past was pity, full of plight,
Soon the present got balanced and future emerged bright..
Because, parting the shadows and staying on the edge of the knife,
There exist a woman, worth, infinitely more than my life.

I have never seen the supreme, but I have witnessed his glimpses..
This existed in the noble soul, inside my homely fences
She will always be an immortal soul for me
For, those whom god loves will always grow young.

love u forever!!!!........ my grand ma!!!

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Topicless Thoughts

As i have plenty of time on my social calendar of my own and again as I don’t have a time machine to make the clock run. I am going to put sum stuff down & The stuff that I m going to put in are not something which reflect meaning in each word, which you find in the reports of MNC organizations, its just a expression on my thought, though of the past , present and future, of illusion and of reality. Sometimes I think, what is reality? What we think we “see” is a pulse of energy into a completely dark part of the brain. However, if we get on the same wavelength with other person, we try to change that reality. in some way which I don’t understand, joy Is infectious, as is enthusiasm and Love.
We all have a day made up of 24 hours, but this 24 hours are made up of several moments which perhaps differ for each one of us. We need to be aware of those moments regardless of weather we are busy making reports and presentation or just contemplating life. If we slow down everything last much longer. Its takes longer time to complete a project, to dress up to wash cloths, to tie laces, why not to use that in thinking more pleasant things and feel glad simply to be alive.

The pleasant things might not be the most practical things but still it serves some purpose unknown. It might be thinking of family, I might me sending a sweet msg to your beloved saying you them at that moment of time, It might be in the search for beauty. If we think we may say that the search for beauty isn’t always associated with anything practical and yet we still search for it as if it were the most important thing in the world. Birds sing not because it will help them to find food. Birds sing, according to Darwin, because that the only way they have of attracting a partner and perpetuating the species to find the love.
No one taught me how to love, but now I love god, I love my family and yet there is something missing. The love of a woman .I can sense she is near by, I can virtually feel a touch with something stronger than my self. I can feel the silence in my mediation; I can read the peace of mind while I look at the picture of god every morning. I can see I am obeying some strange logic incomprehensible to me some time before. There is always a point when people come together celebrate together discuss their difficulties and prepare them selves for the rebirth of a mother. The important thing is to allow fate to intervene in our lives and to decide what is best of everyone.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Preamble to my Future :

Sitting here in front of my laptop and allowing my self to be hypnotized by the horizon…..a thought cross my mind…
What if When sm1 knows the what their destiny is, at a point of time , in their life ,everything is clear and every thing is possible.
Life is so easy and comfortable…..
But what if you are confused perplexed….and you have allowed the surprises to sweep you off your feet …..
Still god has prepared a path for everyone to follow; just you have to read the signs that are left for you.
God humein jagal jagal signal deta hai bas hum he usse samjh nahi paate ……salman says in har dil jo pyar karega …
And so here is a boy who has always preferred to take life by chances…., and tried to examine his luck be it a CAT exam or an MBA interview , but this time its not a part of life but life itself…he is examining his luck for his take on his fate, fortune and future.
In the middle of fast paced earth, when every one is busy in focusing on Nuclear deals, manipulating Sensex fortunes, baiting on T20 matches ,here stands he amid his past and future , right in the cross roads focusing , manipulating baiting ,thinking or may be praying , bcoz it was signal from god that brought her in to him, as a part of his dream , as a part of his destiny what ever you call it .

The boy stood still, the soul of the world surged within him & As the 2 pairs of eyes met he saw that her lips were poised between a laugh and silence.there was certainly a signal, a sign that has been waiting. If you know the universal language of adoration, it is easy to know that someone in the world awaits you, whether it is in the middle of a desert, or on a sea beach, or in the middle of a city.

At such time its feels as if the past and the future are unimportant and it is only that moment, that incredible certainty that everything under the sun has been written by one hand only.
A hand that spreads joy generates smiles and creates a twin soul for every person in the world. Without it, one’s dream would have no meaning.

Dedicated to all the wonderful people sharing beautiful times with lovely people in this majestic world..